Friday, November 26, 2004


It is kinda strange that things are changing so fast, slightly more than a month ago. I was still ballooned but now that Jodee is out I just feel my life has changed and will be changed forever. My day and activities simply runs around her. when she wails for food, I have to be there; she wails again for comfort I have to carry and rock her gently; she wails again...I have to be there, I have to be there even if I am in the middle of my shower...

Sometimes I wonder if she can lives without me or the other way round. I am still wonder if what I do now is "adequent" to pass off as a good mummy, or can I do better? Motherhood is such tall calling... I never know if wha I do is good enough but I will try to figure it out still.

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